Thursday, October 25, 2007

More of nothing

*sigh* I have no structure or purpose in life. Now, I'm not saying that to be a jackass or one of those people that mope and groan about how awful life life is just has little to no purpse. LoL.

You know those days where you look around and think to yourself, "what have I accomplished today?" That is the type of day I am having. What have I done. Well, I woke up (always a good start), ate a granola bar and drank a diet coke. Emptied the dishwasher. Listened to my little sister lament about being hungry. Cooked some lunch. Ate lunch. Talked to another sister on the phone. Emailed dad. Played video games --which in turn had me talking with my brother-- then ended up here wondering how it was all ready 3:00 in the afternoon.

I've always been a planner. I like oraganizing things, it is just the implementation of those plans that I struggle with....I have so many plans....but I do nothing with them. Instead I let the day pass without anything of significance being accomplished. I've got to start setting and meeting goals. Geez I need to get myself on track.

God, grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change Courage to change the things I can, and the Wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time;Enjoying one moment at a time; Accepting hardship as the pathway to peace.Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is,not as I would have it. Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His Will; That I may be reasonably happy in this life, and supremely happy with Him forever in the next. Amen


Christine said...

Heads up and heres to a good day tomorrow. Make a short list and start small. You will feel so good when you cross off a few things! Take care.

Lyn said...

Know how you feel. I too often find myself in a downward spiral for similar reasons. Especially if I can't get out of the house. It's amazing what a walk in the fresh air or coffee with an aquantance does to the mindset.

Iron-Man said...

Pointless days happen, put a list together and tomorrow you will have goals!