So, the last two days I've eaten fairly well, until the night time. That is when the sweets craving really kicks up. Right now I'm trying to convince myself that I don't need a McDonalds caramel sundae *smacks lips* Even trying to remind myself of the 190 I saw on the scales earlier today isn't helping override the want for the food. What the hell is wrong with me?!?!
Well, at least I've worked drinking water back into my life. I've been drinking at least one liter a day, and often 2. Of course, I feel like I've been drinking beers and have "broken the seal" as often as I find myself needing to use the pisser. Oh well, that's good health for ya I guess =0p
I'm sitting in the school library right now. I should be paying attention to school work, but instead I'm playing with the new laptop my dad loaned to me. My parents are SOOOO great. In fact, probably a little too great considering how spoiled I am. Boy oh boy oh boy will I miss the free ride they have given (and continue to give) me.
Oh well, back to school work I guess. I have another hour and a half before my little sis will be out of class and ready to go home. I never should have offered to drive her up here, but the forecast was threatening snow and I know she hates driving in it.
Argh! Make me stop thinking about ice cream!! I've been doing so well, I think that might be the problem. I keep thinking to myself, reward yourself for doing well! but that is what my cheat day on friday is supposed to be for --ugh! I want to stay strong, but honestly, I think I've all ready talked myself into getting one.